NEW BLOGGGG!!!! Ok now that we've got the excitement out of the way lets get to the boring stuff. First off I'd like to say yes, i do still love you guys and look forward every single day to your positive picture and blog comments Second, work still sucks, I've only got 8 hours this week -_-'. How the hell am I supposed to pay to get my car outa the shop next month with these hours!!!!! FML. Third, I think I'm going to work out this summer, I'd like to lose 10lbs by september, it's a reachable goal as long as I drink lots of water and cut the crap food out. Hell if i just drank lots of water i guarantee i'd lose like 5 lbs in two weeks lol. I'm not fat by any means but I just would like to look a little more toned instead of just soft. So walking the Jackamo (my bernadane) a few times a week for at least 30 minutes each time should be enough along with the healthy eating stuff to reach my little tiny goal . Those look like some nice reachable goals. There is no point in making goals that are impossible to reach because then you have no motivation, or at least that's how it is with me. They have to be within reach. Anyway things are going a little better now but not great. Ok bai!!!

<3 Ashetan

p.s. i've been married for 2 1/2 years and separated for 1 year. I've been dating my bf for a year in august. we'll see if we make it that far. who knows what the future holds.